我的寶貝一歲了

女兒這幾天一歲了，抓周趴體已經與兩邊家人一起提前歡慶，生日當天就是我和她兩人簡單度過。下午要替她換上可愛的洋裝外出逛百貨公司前，我伏在她身子前，跟她碰碰額頭（這是孩子的外婆教她的默契，被我學了來）。她微笑，低下頭來，輕抵媽媽的前額。

當時家裡正放著 Macy Gray 的 First Time，搭配那歌詞，真是太煽情的一刻，人母在慶生趴上唱生日快樂歌時強忍住的淚水終於落下。我的愛，謝謝妳來當媽媽的寶貝。





Allow me love, I'm a woman of pristine intuition
When I first saw you I knew I'd be loving you
What I didn't forsee, is you'd be all I need
See I thought I'd been in love
But now what I'm sure of is, I've never felt this way

It's the first time, for me
It's the first time, I feel True love
And what it really means, Yeah
Its the first time its the first time for me

And I tell friends about the love I'm in
And they want me to describe it
I say there are no words but I will try it
It's like beyond the moon and it's all I do
And it knocks me off my feet
And there are moments in the day that I can't breath

It's the first time, for me
It's the first time, I feel
True love And what it really means
Yeah, It's the first time, the first time for me

Forgive me love, forgive me love, I make me mistakes
And I know sometimes it's more than you can take
But give me one more chance 'cause the circumstance is I'm just a beginner

It's the first time for me, Yeah
It's the first time I feel true love
It's the last time, the last time that I'll love this way hey hey
'Cause for all time you will be mine, will you be mine for all time
True love and what it really means


這一年是我目前生命中最艱苦的一年，卻也是最堅強的一年，我不會說自己為母則強，許多時刻，我都覺得自己是在掙扎著飾演這個角色，內心依然是個脆弱不堪一擊的草莓少女。但我願意一年年這麼扮演下去，演久了就能成真吧，讓我與我的寶貝一起茁壯堅強。